The strangest repeated dream I’ve had

Today I'll write about the strangest dream I've ever had in my life. Dreaming is very strange in me because I usually dream only on two occasions: when I'm very tired and when I'm runnin'g in fever.

When I was little I was always sick, most of the time with a fever, for this I dreamed too much, they're horrible dreams and I always woke up sweated and very scared. My strangest dream happened on these occasions.

The first time I had this dream I was 7 years old and my mother took care of me all afternoon, when night came it was time to sleep and dream. Although I don’t perfectly remember every detail of the dream, I know that in the first scene of the dream was Barney, the pink dinosaur, with all the things that I liked at the time. At one moment everything turned black and all things were being absorbed by a black hole, I was very scared and tried to avoid what was happening but it was in vain. In a moment the black hole began to absorb me, just then I woke up, crying and very scared.

I dreamed this twice more, it happened exactly the same and always when I had a fever.
Sometimes I feel that this dream could mean changes in me, maybe a step to another stage of my life. What do you think?